Believing What I Said God Said

I’m at the part of my journey where God is testing every single word I wrote. The waves around me are checking my heart to see if I actually believed the words I spoke…I sang…I silently wrote…

I’m embarrassed to say that my most recent responses, and behavior indicated otherwise. I looked and sounded like the person that needed to actually go back and read the letters, hear the prayers and the WORD God spoke to me AGAIN.

What My Heart is Saying...

My journal echoed perfectly that I was boldly stepping out on faith…that I believed God, even before I could see the fully completed plan…even if seemingly alone. My worship signaled to heaven that I was in agreement with every single Word God spoke to me, and wrote about me. I was choosing to trust FULLY in Him, and what He said.

Discouragement came to cause me to detour. Then doubt paid me a visit and lured me into unbelief. I paused there because I became entangled in confusion and suddenly those words weren’t even a memory…they were forgotten…seemingly.

A song flowed out of my heart and my mouth as I stood in uncertainty and chose to face my fears and my pain. Jesus you met me right there and you pulled me up and out of that place, that space where the enemy’s lies wanted me to quit and remain.

I remember what you spoke to me now. I’m singing Your Word to my storm now. I’m declaring it out loud and this time my stance and my posture has changed. I’ve got my faith and my fight back and I’m CERTAIN, I’m SURE more than I was before that every word, that you’ve spoken to me, and I wrote back to you, that it’s written, in heaven, and it is true.

My Confession

I confess to you ABBA, it’s true and you knew…the testing was what my heart needed to cement me and my will to YOU. Im fully surrendered to You and Your Word now…I will not be moved.

I will not be moved.

I believe what I said YOU said.

I believe Your Word and Your words…

I won’t be shaken. I. Will. Not. Be. Moved.